actually it's just recently that i even started asking myself that question.
i've been so good blocking it off and not even remotely thinking about it.
i thought i was content with everything.
and then i go on vacation.
i don't know if the whole thing was a blessing or not, but it definitely removed me from my routines. my comfort zone.
i was out of my element.
coming back made it even worse.
sitting in my room by myself was no longer peaceful and serene. the silence was deafening. kind of like a the sound you hear when a pin drops and the "ping"-ing sound goes on and on and on...
it never stops....
and then suddenly you realize how lonely you really are.
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