the funny thing about love

when you're in love, you're bound to get hurt

when you're hurt, you're suppose to bounce back and learn from your mistakes

and then you learn how to love again.

ideally, this is how every heartbreak ends and how new love begins

but sometimes that's not the case

sometimes... we end up building walls

we end up hurting so much that we force ourselves to become numb

those who end up hurting, become cynics

those who become cynics end up being alone

responsibility... take it!

today, my brother got kicked out of his volleyball team for being late.

my mom found out and got mad at my dad.

honestly, whose responsibility is it to get up in the morning to get to practice?

who's face needs to be there during practice?

... not my dad!

so if you are going to get angry... i would say it would be at my brother.

that little brat is spoiled!

he doesn't admit to his mistakes but rather blames it on others

in life you do not rely on others to make things work for you, you make things work for yourself

take responsibility for yourself!

if you need to be at practice at 7am, wake up at 6 and get your ass to school at 6:30am.

why would you wait on someone to wake you up?

grow up little brother.. and smell the fresh air

the world does not revolve around you!

here i am at home...

opted not go out tonight and watched movies instead

i bought "once" because of "falling slowly" (...which is currently on repeat)

i could not get this song out of my head so i had to buy the movie

then.. i fell in love...

not only with the movie but more with the song.

i know the movie came out 2-3 years ago... i knew i wanted to watch it but i forgot

oh well.. i'm just glad i did

i'm inspired...

what happens after?

its so weird when the clock strikes midnight and you realize... "wow i was already born.... it's not my birthday anymore"